Freedom

Something new is building up in my heart, something I recognize from a long time ago but I left a side to go chasing ghosts, monsters and fairytales. In the process I left her behind and chose illusion instead of my reality. Why was I so unconsidered? Why I neglected myself to go find happiness in others when the key was to be true to myself and the right one would come along?

Something came knocking my door and I decided to open and without pretend nor false hope I’m accepting this change. A change of lifestyle that doesn´t include my selfish ways nor my constant desire to think for a second that I can be god. A change of paradigm, a chase of new skills, a compromise with fulfillment happiness. My body is aching from the pain of how ignorant I’ve been all these years, how negligent I’ve been with the temple I was confide. A temple that is not mine but yet it´s my responsibility to care and to treasure for Someone that it´s above me yet that loves me unconditionally.

Something feels different in my way of thinking now; Something has awakened my heart and now the past isn´t that important anymore. Suddenly, I have encounter myself walking towards peace and complete surrender of my sense of control, my eagerness of having it my way or nothing at all, I’ve encounter the way of humility and today I’m deciding to walk free towards a Higher Power, towards God´s ways instead of mines because all of mines have failed and if I’m here standing it´s because of His mercy and grace.

 

 

Something isn´t good for me anymore and something unknown to my heart is the path to complete happiness. I don´t know when the work of His hands will be done with me, the only thing I know is that I have opened the door, I’m taking His hands, I’m surrendering my will to Him and going forward my life will be different.

 

 

Salomée.

The unspoken words

I could´t resist. I tried but didn´t succeed.Seeing you trying to keep your posture ,distance and fighting yourself for not to walk my way and hug me. That´s all it would have taken, a simple hug;It was all i wanted from you. A ``I missed you terribly`` hug.

Seeing you left me confused, like if a part of me stayed behind in an island. Why didn´t i dare to clame you when i had the chance, when we were young and free. Why i limited myself to only dream about you and never talked to you about love.The problem was that at the time you were looking for perfection, a moldable heart that you could rebuilt to of what you thought it was perfection.

And now, that the years have passed,perfection isn´t fun anymore. Perfection is overwhelming, it´s not your happiness. It makes you wondered now, why instead of going for the moldable you would have chosen the fierceless , the untammed to make your days fully intense?

I wanted to write so much things in my message but there´s no point now. So, all i could barely say  to you was: It was nice to see you even if it was from a far.

Salomée

2001

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Sending you all LOVE from the South!

Salomée

The gift

...And I know you want to give me the world but the world isn´t what I need. You want to cover my skin with flowers and paint your roots in my heart but this still not what i want. I know you wish to cover me with diamonds and plant your scent in my hours but i still ache for something more. Do you see love, that no matter how much you try , you won´t win ? 

I want something that doesn´t have a price tag nor cost you money, I want something that is the motor pumping your body, I want you  to break free and release it throught  my deepest channel until a miracle breaths up to surface making my life complete. The actual prove that our love existed, the tangible walking love that will fulfill my days even after you´re gone, even after I disappear from earth. Can you give this, love? Can you hunt my desires until the last space on earth until you grant me this? Can you give your last breath for this? Are you willing?

Each day that passes is a sentence, a constant reminder that i don´t have what I want and that the gray days will cover my hair until I’m gone without tasting that kind of happiness, the ultimate one. The one we were all meant and built for.

And I know that you love me, that I’m your world but I want us to share this world, one that only belongs to us, one that was conceived by us , one that will grow with us, one that would have our heritage. Can you give this? Can you wrap this in a round shaped box for me? This is the only thing I can´t do on my own, this is the only thing where two hearts need to melt into one and breath as one. Can you see now what I need? Can you see what I’m missing? I’m missing that part of you that needs to bond with mine and make the miracle of life. Can you see now that normal gifts  aren´t going to make the cut??

Without shields

I stopped believing in myself  and the capacities i was granted with therefore everyone else did as well.
I stopped loving ``me`` first and caring for my wounds in order to move forward therefore i stood still without  escaping away from my past.
I stopped taking care of myself , the growth stopped therefore everyone else around me stopped growing.
I stopped living...
I stopped breathing...
I stopped having  faith and strenght in what i can do...
I stopped wanting more and i settle, damn why did i settle knowing that i deserved more.
This death stops today. This agony shall not be more. This , all of it it´s beneath me and i shall start looking at it with contempt.Because the life that i invisioned is the life i want to be living, there´s no room for weakness nor breakable feelings. I will no longer be two different women, i will no longer have two names. It´s all me and i will take me the way i am  and everyone else shall do the same or simply leave.
I don´t need i shield any more, this is me.Nice to meet you.

Salomee.

The future will build upon

Living the life i dreamed without what my soul needs, knowing that i will never be complete , knowing that there´s something missing, knowing i´m missing a piece, my better one. Living the life i invisioned in my mind without having my heart following, breathing distance and sadness hidden between (i´m ok laughters), walking under the sun with cold under my skin, whispering the unnamed.

Living the life that i don´t deserve without...Telling the story to myself  over and over so would finally believe the lies, the hole, the emptiness. My call, my decision, my results, my consequences.Knowing that letting go it´s my only choice now, knowing that there´s no turning back and that  i must keep walking...alone, without.

Living the life i chose, wanting to go back and change lots of things but here i stand unaffraid to say ``i´m sorry, i wish it was all  different`` but now moving forward is the only way for me according to you. I don´t feel brave anymore, i just feel soothed and calmed because i opened the door, i dared and i did it. I Loved completely without reserv and, i was loved at a certain time and now i can walk free knowing that.

Living, indicating that it´s time to write new stories and as the days pass the future will build upon.

Willing,

Ivy.

"Take A Bow"

I wanted to share and oldie that never gets old just because at some point it´s relevant in our lives and it´s appropiate. Enjoy lovers!
Ivy♠!

"Take A Bow"

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
(There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd)
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around (no one around)
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
(One lonely star you don't know who you are)

[Chorus:]

I've always been in love with you (always with you)
I guess you've always known it's true (you know it's true)
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye (bye bye), say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart (breaking my heart)
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
(Just make 'em smile the whole world loves a clown)
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played (role that you played)
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
(One lonely star and you don't know who you are)

[chorus, repeat]

Say good-bye (bye bye), say good-bye

All the world is a stage (world is a stage)
And everyone has their part (has their part)
But how was I to know which way the story'd go
How was I to know you'd break
(You'd break, you'd break, you'd break)
You'd break my heart

I've always been in love with you
(I've always been in love with you)
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

[chorus]

Say good-bye (bye bye), say good-bye
Say good-bye

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The women i know

They all have lived a dozen of  lifes and all of their stories are sketched in time marks on their faces.They all have loved fiercely and devotedly  a dark creature that totally ignores them. They have suffered but they have conquered hearts, built bridges, demolished great walls, risen agaisnt unfair ways, hard worked the land, help the  ones in need, attend with caring love the wounded. 

They have enocunter and lost love , managing to go on and bring a new breeze to their lives.They have won battles, lost others but mainatain their ground during war. They are ready  to be put to the test to proof their worth and how deep they can love. They can manage to do whatever comes to their plate and still look splendid. Because the women I  know don´t hesitate to open their arms to LOVE.

Are you one of them? 

Ivy ♠!

Venom

Because I have been bitten by an ancient cobra, that had left his scent in my blood and have marked my heart with his teeth, I walk numb in this world until he bites me again before I die. It is he the reason of my evil ways and python walk, it is he my damnation, it is he my medicine and no one else will own my soul. Because once loving like this, eternity without him is more like an immortal hell. This change of surrounding have only serve for me to crave for his sweet venom making my lips and throat dry as any African desert. It is him that owns me like this, it is him that carries the key and won´t share it with no one else. Because breathing without his flesh is useless, life has turned unbearable and empty. Here I stand, never changing and never forgetting about his existence. I truly want to bury him once and for all, but how can you kill true love when distance doesn´t help, when hating doesn´t stand a chance, when submerging in other arms don´t satisfy. This wounded Lioness will never heal, not until she´s bitten again, not until you fully own her, not until you choose her once and for all.

Waiting.

Ivy ♠!

Sweet Torture

I will talk about it with you only. After requesting time and space away from you i finally got my wish. I was heading south and i finally arrived to an unknown new world away from my past and with the chance of building a future. The comforting part is that I’m taking that chance and the sad part is that I find myself missing your sweet torture, like if I enjoy it. Like if e I njoy living with it.

How difficult this is now that thousands of kilometers separate your eyes from mines. Here I stand meditating that it was the healthier thing to do, to take an eagle and fly south. Is winter in the vibrant city, winter until September but it will remain winter until I see you again. My flesh aches for your hands, you mouth and your eyes. Only touched in silence, in secret corners, in mute looks, in the hall, in benches, in our minds we already gave in to each other. Did you felt it? The electricity when we looked our way. Have you imaging it? Your hands all other new lands drinking fresh waters and filling yourself with my desire. Do you want it? To own all the spaces in me. I want your marks; I have a special place saved only for you.  I suspect you want me too and is taking all your will power , is taking me being south and you being there to contain the cosmic twister our merger could cause to this planet. When it finally all would make sense.

There’re questions I have for you love:  Why we’ve waited? What are we waiting?  I guess these won’t be answered any time soon. The sweet torture is all I have, are you missing me Gerome?

Ivy ♠!

The Black Widow's Lair: The way I am.

The Black Widow's Lair: The way I am.: No I am not an easy person. No you won't always understand me. No I won't always agree with you. Yes I have a temper. Yes I put up ...

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Heading South...

I will write you, even when we can't...
I will write about how we shared the south, the wind of  two countries and the blue bay that covered a forgotten town we helped, contemplating each other from distance.


If i can only see you and touch your soul in my dreams  then so be it.My mind has been playing daydreaming games on me, lifting me to a universe I've never known: your lips. Tasting your skin under my fingers as i sleep in profound pleasure. Aching for your eyes burning my flesh. That's how i feel and i know i must keep it all to myself and share it only in our world, my imagination. My vivid imaginations that demolishes mountains when you're around, that paints the sky with your twists, that conquers my bones when you look at me, that can only hold you in silence while the world ignores what i'm making of us.

I will write you, because it's the only thing i have secure,my verses about us, an "US" that only exists for me and it's totally ignored by you.
I will write about  how we were away from each other but our inner smiles will bring us together each time we looked our ways, knowing exactly how we felt but decided to ignore  because it's wrong.

If i can only feel you deeper in my mind , then i guess i will have to settle with less, knowing that together we're much more.

I'm not the sweet girl in this story baby, i'm the instinct that craves for your smell and for your mouth heading south. I'm the breaker that would like to see you vanish between my legs while you cry out my name and only my name. I will hunt you in my dreams tonight, since it's the only place i can break you, take you, kiss you,own you,love you.

See you soon baby, may you sleep tight otherwise i will steal you.

Ivy ♠!

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Thank you for walking the mile with me.

Through back Thursday

Are you happy Love? Are you at peace? Are you where you were meant to be?

Can you wake up every day and say :"this is what I need"?

Are you in the perfect spot on earth? Are you thinking it was all worth it?

Can you truly say this is the life you envisage? 

Are you fulfilled? Are you saying "this" is enough?

Can your smile reflect satisfaction?

Can it provide absolute satisfaction like when you looked me in the eyes?

I want you to say yes.

I want you to believe it when you say it.

I really wish it was all true, your façade of "Finally where i want to be: home"

I really want to.

Believe... that we aren't perfect for each other.

Believe ...that I’m the worst thing that happen to you.

Believe....that it was ALL a mistake.

I really want to.

I honestly do.... But

Then I see the emptiness in your smile, the hollow in your eyes, the hidden pain, the hypocrisy, the darkness.

Darkness that only I understand that I absolutely love as it is, as it comes and as it  always will. Then I hear the drums playing without a tune, then I hear our song without any meaning playing endless in the wind, then I see the distance from reality.

And i finally understand that the man i once loved in no longer in that body .That he died 15 years ago and i forgot to go to his funeral. 

Babe, when did you decided that being as you were, wasn't good enough? When you gave up? When you surrendered to misery?

I really want to pity you.

Feel bad for you.

Cry for you.

I honestly want to...But

Then I remember that you left  ME, that YOU made the decision, that you KILLED us. That you chose that so-called happiness, empty as an echo. Then I remember my pain, my loneliness, my suffering, my emptiness , my endurance, my rebirth, my recovery and my overcoming.

And I finally understand that I should thank you every day for ALL.

Ivy♠!

The Lion is learning how to be a cat again...

I'm taking the ship. I'm walking towards my inevitable end. So long future, not needed anymore past, i will not see you again present. It's done. No more hope for me. I'm doomed with a life of emptiness and quietness with nothing changing but my hair turning grey and my eyes loosing visibility. This is the end. The third sky went down to the ground and fall. I will never see it or meet it, today blood has covered my womb and it will keep coming in until i stop breathing. You ask me why i'm so bitter and heartless, why i stopped caring for others, why i have turned into this empty soul? This is the reason: because i'm unworthy.

This is it.This far is where i go. I can't not continue. A wall it's preventing me from walking. Am i going to allow it? will i not fight? where is my so called freedom? what happens with fierceless and independent?  I'm still here but this wall i cannot control, i cannot overcome. It's presented before me to make me kneel and surrender. Sometimes, it's the only option. Sometimes, it's the only way to be free again. To learn from one's surrounds, to learn that it's not all  up to me, to learn life it's hard for  everyone, including me the warrior, the strong. 

Today i kneel because i need to learn, i need to loose out all the extra weight, i need to be reborn, i need to forget my master plan and modify it to what life it's bringing to my plate. I can sense how the change it's been made, how tears had disappeared since they won't help at all, i can feel the skin growing thicker and more resistant  I wasn't built for cat however , right now i can't be a lion. Today i'm wounded and need to pick up the pieces. Salomee didn't play fair, she throw me into the deep hole so i would come out from the ashes. This got more complicated than her previous adventures, she was in deep trouble and now none of us can figure it out.

How long will i remain like this? i hate not been able to control not to know what would be. Lions lead, they hunt, Lions open new paths, they're as free as the wind. I am a Lion but not today, i have to be a cat again. It's painful to witness this.I guess there's no option. I once was a cat and grew up to be a Lion. Being back at the beginning isn't bad. 

Ivy♠!

Man down...

I have wondered in this house for a while  and i can't find what i'm looking for. Did i search in the right places?  Is this  where i need to search? suddenly i'm feeling lost, more likely  i'm feeling forgetful. Is like i don't need to battle with my mind anymore, i already moved on away from that pain and i feel happy. It feels weird, it feels like if it isn't me living it. I thought , well we thought that we had to endure him forever and now forever turned to ashes, amnesia, blank lagoons, lighter weight, insignificance and total ignorance. I won't lie, it feels liberating and absolutely great having this man down.These are great news, one more thing i don't have to deal with and i can walk together with Sal  towards happiness.

Ivy ♠!

Hunting

Hello stranger , i saw you looking at me with skeptical looks as if you wouldn't dare or even think to dare, to jump, to let go, to fly , to move towards me.Come on, i won't bite ...well yes i would but you would like it...

Let me get close to you, i want you, i desperately want you... i'm craving for you. 
Let me touch your soul,
I want to see deep in you and bite your flesh until i can kiss your soul. 
I've seen you avoiding my eyes, avoiding having me close...
I have done the same.....(that's a lie),
Salomée had but i haven't, i want you. 
Are you going to restrained yourself from being inside my thoughts and my all? 
Are you that coward?

I hope not.

Hello stranger, i know you are fighting a big power in you to come near me. I don't blame you , i think this would be the end of us but isn't it great? 
Isn't it daring? isn't it unseemly? isn't it the ultimate orgasmic crash?

I am hunting stranger and  if you want to play this game, if you're up to the task, i'm here.Otherwise get out of my way and  i'll keep searching. 

Even if i already find you appealing and your blood it's all  i desire, i won't waste my time if you hesitate,
I'm  done dealing with the common and the mediocre, 
I want you to be the sublime taste of absolute and complete pleasure, because in my  guts that's what your scent tells me.

Are you?

Ivy ♠!

New girl in town

Good morning world,

I just woke up to a brand new day, realizing that Salomée left me in charge of the mess for me to fix it. I understand she got tired of this , she wanted to fit in but i've been telling her that we weren't meant to and she needs to finally let go. Don't get me wrong i'm not some kind of savior  i also need salvation, i too feel confuse about life and my surroundings , the difference is i dare to jump above all the bull-sh*t an live life as it comes, i'm not the romantic nor the sweet girl. I'm the animal, the basic instinct , the primate desire to live life under my own terms, the uncontrollable force of nature, the passionate creature that wants pleasure everyday and won't feel ashamed of it, i'm the destroyer but also the maker, i'm the one you'll die for that is hidden under a quiet girl that is full of dreams. So if you're willing to love the sweet girl you will have to endure me but i promise that you will end up loving me instead of her . 

Warning: you'll hate me as much as you'll love me because that's what  being limitless  is, a walk in the thin line between love and hate. 

Sal calls me She wolf  but my  real name is Ivy and i'm the new girl in town.

Ivy ♠!

She Wolf

I have submerged  myself in a deep journey to a wonderland that to some is paradise and to others it's hell. I wonder where it would take me? would i get  there safe?

As i ask  these questions i see her entering the room, that woman i thought i will never see again. She walked slowly and directed her eyes to me saying "Hi"  with a smile and saying " Surprised" with her face expression. 

-I must say i am surprise, good to see you again. Are you just passing by or staying for a while?

She simply said  " No" shaking her head and looking deeply into my gaze as if i already knew the answer. She was not going to tell me, she wanted me to say it.

-You came to stay?... You are here for good?.

The big "Yes" sketched  in her lips and i knew there was no turning back, she was here to plant roots and be the twister force driven by red colors and passionate ways. She wasn't here to ask permission or to give me a two weeks notice, she was taking over whether i approved or refused. At this point, what difference could it make what i decide? she wasn't giving any choice. 

The woman that once was the catastrophe of the men who loved her, she mesmerized them with her charms, with her eyes , her hair, her lips, her body. Everything about her invited into the trap that they  rather wish to die than refuse it. That woman was standing in front of me, mirroring the past , my current present and willing to be my future

" You have to let me do this Sal..... It's for our own good. Let me do this for us, so we can stop feeling trapped , let's be free and act like free women. You will thank me" she said

I wasn't going to argue, i want her to....make us.... freed at last.

I know  how this would end, because i have seen it before but i'm tired of been like this, i should take some time off and let her be and run things the way she can only do it: Being the uncontrolled force of nature  that will live under her own grounds.

This is the last post i shall write for now , starting tomorrow She Wolf will take over. See you later!

Salomée 

Daydreaming

Detachment from one's immediate surroundings has been very hard for me, my contact with reality hasn't been blurred or partially substituted by a visionary fantasy. Especially one of happy thoughts while awake. I want a second of amnesia and daydreaming. This is is my only wish, lifting  myself  away from this, away from you.

Salomée ♥!

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Salomée 

Crossing borders

This is for someone  that deserves to know:

      It wasn't enough to put you away, now you are near me as close as  a dead living love could be. Even though i thought i have buried you it's making my heart nervous. I wish i could tell you what you meant to me and how you impacted my life, i wish you would know that you were loved even when you thought i didn't. I understand why  you disappeared, i pushed you away as far i as could do it  and then blame you for everything. That's how much i loved you, i was capable to fool myself that i didn't but seeing you again last week have made my heart clenched. I have crossed big borders , i have made some serious mistakes but spending time with you was never one of them.

Thank you for loving me.

Salomée

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Grandaddy

It's being a week since you said goodbye to this world and i know that you rest and sleep in peace but i didn't got a chance to say goodbye to you the way i wanted. 

Being surrounded by our family the day we buried you, i  witnessed how much you were loved. All i hope is that your legacy would burn in our hearts and your memory could remind us what truly is important: The family. 

We all are hurting because we didn't want to loose you but i know we haven't , we still have your legacy. Being a man loyal to your friends and family, dedicated to serve others without expecting nothing in return, being our inspiration for so many years. 

Granddaddy i wished i have known you for more time, my heart it's broken because i lost you and tears can't erase how much regret i carry in my heart for not being closer to you. 

I know you loved me as much i did you, but some times i'm not good at expressing my love but your departure has shaken me and i promise you i wont live a day without telling my family and friends how much they mean to me.

You left us for a reason and i believe  your memory and what you were will finally reunite us, your death will not be in vain and this i  promise to God.

I will not say good bye to you, i will see you later.

With love,

Your little girl.

Number 5 for EVE

When we met yesterday i asked her if this was the last letter, she hesitant  answered:

-No, but it's the last one i would like to be published.

"Why?" i asked her.

Silence. 

"Is there something you're not telling me?" i insisted

-There's a lot i'm not telling, i just want to keep the rest for my heart only. I don't want to share what once was entirely mine. I think it's good that you want to tell my story to your readers but there's more to this that i don't wish to let out.-She finished sounding troubled.

"I won't ask you to, but won't you feel better when you get it out of your system?" i asked her wishing she would change her mind.

-Sal, It will never be.

Our conversation ended. She crossed her legs and turn her face to the ocean, we were no longer going to discuss this ever again. 

Here is the last letter that would be published and i hope that if Eve's true love it's out there and by some cosmic coincidence reads this, please know that you will never be able to love this way again, please know that you will never feel for anyone what you had with Eve. Please know that it's also a two way street.

Salomée ♥!

Your Roots

“Damn. I made the same mistake again. It seems I’ll never learn. I’m grateful to The All Mighty because of me being a slow learner. I just let someone do it again in me; I just can’t understand why I allowed her to do it. As someone who knew that she could get back what she planted, there you came, with seeds of your wishes, for you, for me, for us. Why did I let you bury them in the dry lands of my heart? Who knows (He does). I’m so native, I thought, still not seeing you plant with care, how’s she going to try these desert, with many other fields waiting just for you to step in them, and then gratefully die? I thought, this is all I’m destined to be, sand, scorpions, sadness, hate. Am I? But she’s planting! And she watered her seeds with her own waters, her own kisses. And there it began, something greater than the Tower of Babel growing from the middle of these bitter grounds. It has been beautiful, strong, well thought, shiny. Your love in me started to grow straight up, taking over, taking his place with roots, burying them deep down in and out of my resurrected blood pump My veins took it to the rest, and in all my places, yes all, you’ve been felt, and you have raised, you have built, you’ve given comfort, you’ve given heat, and it’s not stopping. No sir, your tree in here it’s growing to the heavens greater each day, towards my moon, towards your stars, towards our God. How won’t the world notice this all, if the branches of this loving are bursting out of my skin?! I’m sorry for them, ‘cause they won’t get a leave from me. And I thank you, for knowing how to make paradise out of a desert, putting the food of your care deep down where no one had ever been”.

RED

I was living  a "Black n' White" Fairy tale and i thought that it was all i was going to get out of life. It turned out that i was running from the colors, specially from red. I have discovered that it isn't about pain and suffering but for love, deep passion, profound feeling and vibrant energy for breathing. Red is the color. Red has been my salvation. Red  has awaked my heart. Red is everywhere. Red was what was missing and i can only thank God for it.

"Black n' White" wasn't meant for me, too limited, too square, too little, too unnecessary, too ordinary, too unmoving, too insignificant. The list is endless and the bottom line is that i am above "Black n' white".

Now, i'm  RED, full of daring, full of  snatch, full of burning heat, full of music and dance, full of joy, full of  savaging tranquility and peace, full  of sun under the rain, fulfilled  with a torrent of life. Red was the plan for me all along and i'm not running from it anymore. I'm Embracing.

Salomée ♥!

For Eve : Fourth letter

Perfect diet

“I write here because I feel it. I let you know because I want you to. Words can be powerful, but no more than your kisses, the sweet nectar given by your lips that has become my life support now. and your words, which still remain the sweet music in my almost useless ears. I had never given them such good use since I heard the message of Salvation. “I love you”. I dreamed of a day when someone would feel it from the pits of her heart; and whisper it to me and only me, in such a way, that I would feel why she was moved to let those words fly from her mouth and land in the same spot from where they came, just that in my body now. Letting me feel the vibrations of each one of her vocal chords in the last corner of my now happy as never before body. If you knew my dear, the great warm love you physically represent that I don’t get to believe it’s mine.

Every night I go to bed, and dream of you, and enjoy the view, then I wake up, and ask myself: “Was this real”. God is too good, you are too good. I love you because of what you have done inside of this black n’ White life: you have filled it with the great colors of happiness, dreams, tenderness, sweets, kisses and unspeakable love, only found and understood in the only lips I can’t live without. Thanks for being my drug, my love”

Live. Laugh.Love.Be Happy

The new year arrived to light us up with new opportunities to dare, to try harder, to walk the necessary mile, to get it right this time. Take this new beginning  and invest your hours in good laughter and give lots of  hugs to your friends,charge the surrounding atmosphere with the Divine Love given by our Father. Don't live a second of this new year without being happy, without doing what makes you most passionate. Dare to take a deep breath and thank for all the blessings you've received and the ones to come in the future. Living in simplicity doesn't mean to be sad and bitter, it means that the simple things people take for granted are appreciated by the courageous. Be Brave. Dare.

It doesn't matter if you think it's too late , it's never late to change and make it right this time. Empower yourself  with God's promises and walk tall knowing He's in control and will fulfill His purpose in you. I know it can be hard , letting go and letting Him do his work but trust in Him he will do what it takes to make you the way you were destined to be.

Live, life it's short. Try with all your strength to make the difference because you're different. Life it's  beautiful even though you had it hard or misfortune knocked your door but it's worth it,it's totally worth it. Push to live the life God intended for you to have.

Laugh, Your smile it's the light this world needs to keep going, to be better to be complete, to make all have sense. Your body will be nourished by this simple action and will renew strength in you to keep going. Laugh as often as  you can.

LOVE, deeply.With all in you, with every part of you, don't be afraid to love. That would be the highlight of your life and knowing love without limitations or reservedness will complete your heart with the piece that was missing. And if you LOVE , finding love and receiving it back without owning it or possessing it your life would've found it's purpose. Love is the Goal and the reason for all. Don't rest until you find it.

Be happy,With little or much of what you have at the moment. Set the tone each morning that no matter what comes you will be happy and feel joy because God has granted the most precious opportunity: LIFE. Make it your continuous lifetime goal and don't rest until you sleep at piece feeling happy for what you have and God will grant what's missing.

I declare that everyday of this year i will do my very best to LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE and BE HAPPY.

Care to join?

Salomée ♥!

To the one and only,Eve

I have the audacity that after all the new moons and all the sunlights seen,to publish a series of letters dedicated to my good friend Eve. I've watched her grow through the years and finally she confided me her most precious secret, she shared these little pieces of her heart and now i'm sharing it with you. Because such love story should be read over and over to give us hope, because such perfected love exist and some humans have the blessing of living it. Here is the third letter , stay tuned for the others.

Salomee.

Nice to meet you my old love

"I’m still in the last shock the series of events called life has given me. It’s too good to be true. Or is it? How long is it gonna take for me to believe it? Not much, I do now. I believe. I believe I’ve found what I had been missing in a while, all of my life. Somebody not afraid of saying what she felt, what she had had growing inside. That, and the fact that it grew in both of us at the same time. But how to get close to her without hurting her? That’s one. What to say now? That’s two. Do I look good enough for her? That’s three (and I think I never will). Surprise, surprise, she didn’t care, she had seen you before, just a little before than you, and now you’re hooked by the heart. And hey, who said it was bad? I think I am. O I deserve her? Such open love, such free poetry, such enchanting eyes, such comfort in her presence and in her hands, and such a nice butt?! I deserve a slap in the face, but if she gives it to me, I won’t wash that side of my face never again. God has seen me pray and plead, God has seen me prepare myself for giving myself whole to someone willing to do the same. I thought  I’d never found her. Now it’s too good to be true, and I thank God I can believe in Him, and in Her.”