New girl in town

Good morning world,

I just woke up to a brand new day, realizing that Salomée left me in charge of the mess for me to fix it. I understand she got tired of this , she wanted to fit in but i've been telling her that we weren't meant to and she needs to finally let go. Don't get me wrong i'm not some kind of savior  i also need salvation, i too feel confuse about life and my surroundings , the difference is i dare to jump above all the bull-sh*t an live life as it comes, i'm not the romantic nor the sweet girl. I'm the animal, the basic instinct , the primate desire to live life under my own terms, the uncontrollable force of nature, the passionate creature that wants pleasure everyday and won't feel ashamed of it, i'm the destroyer but also the maker, i'm the one you'll die for that is hidden under a quiet girl that is full of dreams. So if you're willing to love the sweet girl you will have to endure me but i promise that you will end up loving me instead of her . 

Warning: you'll hate me as much as you'll love me because that's what  being limitless  is, a walk in the thin line between love and hate. 

Sal calls me She wolf  but my  real name is Ivy and i'm the new girl in town.

Ivy ♠!

She Wolf

I have submerged  myself in a deep journey to a wonderland that to some is paradise and to others it's hell. I wonder where it would take me? would i get  there safe?

As i ask  these questions i see her entering the room, that woman i thought i will never see again. She walked slowly and directed her eyes to me saying "Hi"  with a smile and saying " Surprised" with her face expression. 

-I must say i am surprise, good to see you again. Are you just passing by or staying for a while?

She simply said  " No" shaking her head and looking deeply into my gaze as if i already knew the answer. She was not going to tell me, she wanted me to say it.

-You came to stay?... You are here for good?.

The big "Yes" sketched  in her lips and i knew there was no turning back, she was here to plant roots and be the twister force driven by red colors and passionate ways. She wasn't here to ask permission or to give me a two weeks notice, she was taking over whether i approved or refused. At this point, what difference could it make what i decide? she wasn't giving any choice. 

The woman that once was the catastrophe of the men who loved her, she mesmerized them with her charms, with her eyes , her hair, her lips, her body. Everything about her invited into the trap that they  rather wish to die than refuse it. That woman was standing in front of me, mirroring the past , my current present and willing to be my future

" You have to let me do this Sal..... It's for our own good. Let me do this for us, so we can stop feeling trapped , let's be free and act like free women. You will thank me" she said

I wasn't going to argue, i want her to....make us.... freed at last.

I know  how this would end, because i have seen it before but i'm tired of been like this, i should take some time off and let her be and run things the way she can only do it: Being the uncontrolled force of nature  that will live under her own grounds.

This is the last post i shall write for now , starting tomorrow She Wolf will take over. See you later!

Salomée 

Daydreaming

Detachment from one's immediate surroundings has been very hard for me, my contact with reality hasn't been blurred or partially substituted by a visionary fantasy. Especially one of happy thoughts while awake. I want a second of amnesia and daydreaming. This is is my only wish, lifting  myself  away from this, away from you.

Salomée ♥!

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Love for all on this Valentine's Day :)

Salomée 

Crossing borders

This is for someone  that deserves to know:

      It wasn't enough to put you away, now you are near me as close as  a dead living love could be. Even though i thought i have buried you it's making my heart nervous. I wish i could tell you what you meant to me and how you impacted my life, i wish you would know that you were loved even when you thought i didn't. I understand why  you disappeared, i pushed you away as far i as could do it  and then blame you for everything. That's how much i loved you, i was capable to fool myself that i didn't but seeing you again last week have made my heart clenched. I have crossed big borders , i have made some serious mistakes but spending time with you was never one of them.

Thank you for loving me.

Salomée

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Grandaddy

It's being a week since you said goodbye to this world and i know that you rest and sleep in peace but i didn't got a chance to say goodbye to you the way i wanted. 

Being surrounded by our family the day we buried you, i  witnessed how much you were loved. All i hope is that your legacy would burn in our hearts and your memory could remind us what truly is important: The family. 

We all are hurting because we didn't want to loose you but i know we haven't , we still have your legacy. Being a man loyal to your friends and family, dedicated to serve others without expecting nothing in return, being our inspiration for so many years. 

Granddaddy i wished i have known you for more time, my heart it's broken because i lost you and tears can't erase how much regret i carry in my heart for not being closer to you. 

I know you loved me as much i did you, but some times i'm not good at expressing my love but your departure has shaken me and i promise you i wont live a day without telling my family and friends how much they mean to me.

You left us for a reason and i believe  your memory and what you were will finally reunite us, your death will not be in vain and this i  promise to God.

I will not say good bye to you, i will see you later.

With love,

Your little girl.