Damn you Love

Damn you Love, because every year passes and is the same reminder.  There's some one here that gives a Shit still.  I seem to forget many things,  hurtful things, disappointing things but this day never passes by without making me feel miserable  While you celebrate love, i teared out my heart. It's like i will never let go and yes i wish you were here, every  day  i wish you were here.

Time passes and in the velvet room the spring will never arrive, everything is intact; untouched only waiting for you to make the move and choose us instead of settling with less. Love, It doesn't matter what you've built before, you have to understand that we belong without explanations or forcing a situations or making you choose.

We belong.

I hope this day will go fast. It hurts to love you like this love. Until next time, tomorrow twelve moons will pass for me and i will lock the room and reopen it  again when you appear at my side.

Miss you like Crazy,

Salomée ♥!

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Wanting

I want to change my name and  reborn into a different skin. I want a second chance, i need a new window and some fresh air comming from a different horizon. I want not to need you,  i want me more, i want to love my heart. My soul needs a new house and  brand new feet to fly. I want to open my  eyes to a new day and fullfill reality with my dreams. I want to erase, i need to live in amnesia, i need to swim in  the seas of " never happend" and direct my compass to a new island: brand new begginings. I want to turn every "NO" into wonderfull YESes.  I want my heart to find no limitations and have the blessing of smiling to life.

I want to write a new page, i need to focus in it. I want to forget my past and only live for my futute, this isn't enough. I want to fight, i do not want to surrender. I will keep fighting until the last day of breath in me. I will not rest untill happines had being conquered. I want  to heal completely, i want the scars to disappear. I want my world to be different, i want my world to be fill of what matters instead of the unnecessary. I will make the difference, i want to. I will make it happened instead of wishing for it.

Salomée