Verses to Eve: Two

Watch her go

“See her walk, and see her pass by my side. Watch me inhale what I can of her essence, her perfume, her body scent. Have I taken a piece of her being? Has she notice a piece of my being wants to take her? Does it? Confusion has always been a curse for us the wicked, us sinners us deep lovers.: You should love with your head” they say, but I  ask, will I place her head on my head when I want to show her how my heart pumps in her presence rather than in my chest? I make too much questions. But who’s to answer? She? And if she wonders the same on another HE? Where will I be left? Back, with a rapid pumping heart, a crazy head, a lot of unanswered questions, and a dream to ask God for? Has He noticed this son of His? Has He noticed the missing point Adam needed as well; in me? Has He seen me call her Eve without words? Has He seen me sleep in the warmth of her eyes for a fraction of a breath, mine’s? Then He knows how the breath of life he placed in me and all needs her spirit as well, for me to be her and for her to be me, and for us to get lost in each other, or for me to end the dream, and take the reality as death."

Verses to Eve: One

                                                                               

Ode To My Dear

"What's a 7-year-older to receive?

Just few knowledge; and a teepee.

He won't get more in planet Hoth,

Besides, here, they all hate clothes.

I've had my toys; I had a drum,

Lots of deceptions; and freaked love,

I had a pet, of little use

I had a dream, and it was you.

My 15^th Gift, was such a waste

I didn’t get anything, but mom had pearls

At 17, I can rest laid,

‘Cause I have you, my perfect girl.

I had looked for my gift myself

Under tables, and then in church

Sometimes a ball, sometimes were shoes

Sometimes were crickets, or dropouts of school.

And what’s the sense in all this?

That my search wasn’t in need

My gift came walking to my personal pit

And took me as hers, so now I’m she’s.

And now I’m joyful, without complaint,

And she’s so gorgeous and perfect ways

And know I love her, and she does me

This is all forever, this all my dream.

My rhyme sucks for the critics here

Because of little music, and orthography

But I feel all this, so my care is low

‘Cause I have my gift, cause I have my dream, a real true love."

Anger

It was just a dream, my dream. I was the only one dreaming of us, i was the one that  fed a mirage.  I was crazy enought to loved for both . You closed the door for me long time ago, and i kept pushing for it to open when it was me who you never wanted. How stupid my brain ,to believe that our time was transcendent above earth and  superb until eternity. 

My only  confort is that i was brave enough to loved you. Limitless, regardless and completely.  All this anger that i thought would never dissapear has evolved into aceptance. I think it's more than enough: 15 springs with 15 rainy seasons that would never passed 15 winters. Not angry anymore, not desparate anymore, just soothed and ready to get into the train.

Just when i believed that time had took his course and took away with sand everything i wanted, i realized that it was never ment to be. I was angry now  i'm on fire. What  i want is above you capability of love and that's why the anger  dissapeared and fire claimed ownership of my heart. You can't touch me no more.

Have a safe landing.


Salomée ♥!

Moving on

This post will be short.

The scenario was set last night. I had to test the waters and prove to  myself that i was done. I would like to say that i didn't succeed and i felt my heart breaking in a million pieces when i saw IT but for your misfortune i didn't feel at all as i expected. Last night rehearsal was a success, the same as i was to you when you decided to try different. I thought i had to endure you, but it turned out that it was you who had to endure me.

No more Damn Love, it's more like blessing amnesia and glorifying silence.

Salomée