Life and all it'ss games have
brought me to this conclusion: Where I stand at this right spot, is the place
designed for me to occupy. A temporary place that I can change at any time and
find myself searching a different happiness.
The big question is: Why change
it? Easy answer: Because we can. Then I have another one hitting me hard: What
if the perfect place for me was found, decided to change it and suddenly I’m
now looking to go back? Not an easy answer there: too bad, because you can’t.
Life, only one shot at it and you
have to work hard to make it count. I’ve been
wandering and wondering about the mysteries, about my confusions, my mistakes, my winnings, my
war, my heart, my true love and the end
to the speech is this: It’s all
Vanity, pure incorrigibly and irreverent Vanity. Because what matters isn’t
what we lived nor what we will get, what matters is this spot where I am and
the desire to stay or to change it. Then I smile and know the answer to this: “I’m
staying and you’re going to love me”. Loving me just like this: wrecked, troubled, complicated
and within all of it absolutely perfect. Perfect for you. And you perfect for me.
Life is what I need right now and
it’s all I will need every day, because in the end in seven minutes I will walk
on what I lived and the things that made me happy or sad. That short time is
the only thing I would need to rest at peace knowing I lived life to the fullest
and was happy.
Enjoying this spot and staying.
Sal!
