The way you love me

As the shadows walks after the skin, leaving no witness of the explossion, that's the way you love me.
When the rainbow surfaces the sea and travels through the sky reaching the land and touching my cheek with a sweet kiss, that's the way you love me.

The deepest tranquility that surrounds the rain forest and how the entire nature dances tuned with the song of the tree's heart, as we tuned the rhythm of the flesh becoming one sync symphony, that's the way you love me.
Mortals imagine endless love with all the happy endings, souls encounter the timeline of eternity and play with the unknown because the final destination is each other, that's the way you love me.

The wind blows and the rain falls without the minimum logic explanation, that's the way you love me.

Fire destroys every beauty on its way, makes unforgetable burn marks. For us is the rain covering our bodies, that's the way you love.

Are you aware that there's no scape, we're doomed!

Salomée ♥!

One simple and clear frase you must know:

I miss  and need you here, now!










Salomée ♥!

With love,

I guess I’ve been ignoring you far too long, I’ve tricked myself on saying that I don’t want you, I’ve said it could wait and right now isn’t the moment for us . I’ve tried to blame your absence and said this isn’t meant to be. I’ve got tired of hoping that every month you’ll arrive; instead the red stream reminds me that you’re not ready to come in. My clock had mark the hours long time ago, I’ve distracted myself with the past, enjoyed this present but at the end of the day I miss you: my so-called wanted birth love, my cherished blind love that I wish to call mine and hold inside me until I’m able to carry you in my arms. I’m anxiously waiting for you, scare that I’m not enough, that I’m not adequate and my heart won’t be able to love you as much as you need me to. My wish, my everyday wish, it's for you to call me yours and we could have a lifetime learning experience and you can teach me all the secrets God will put in your heart for us to grow together and be part of this book of life humanity is writing.

Today I opened my eyes widely and went searching for answers on why your delay is present and why it’s so difficult for you to visit me. I won’t lie ,it hurts and I cried because the pain was unbearable and my entire body aches for your absence. I realized that my path needs to be complicated for me to treasure my true passion of  living this chess game that I call life and today I was happily crying ,thanking for the great opportunity of breathing and be here waiting for you. Today I viewed what I want to do with everything but instead of rushing and taking the wheels towards the road, I’m going to lose myself and let God take the steps until I get home safe with you: our home.

You have no idea how much wanted you’re, how much I want to hold you  and call you my baby. Until then I’ll keep waiting.

With love,

Mom.

Erasing

Erasing and making new memories isn't as easy as you might think, it takes will power  and determination. It takes two instead of one. It makes us wonder, where and when one of us got lost? making us realize that we're forgetting now instead of living.

 Erasing is imposible, it's better to think that we're discovering something new and ignoring the past since it's absolutely imposible!

Erasing it's dificult, because you miss and miss ,nd in the morning remember again. It takes a strong heart, one that hurts but keeps on walking no matter what.It takes blindness , so we couldn't see how meant for each other we're.

Erasing it's exhausting, breath taking and power consuming. It takes a strong mind that concentrate in new goals  while the heart longs for that bed, the cuddling, the soft hands and the smile.

Erasing doesn't have an end, we do.

Salomée ♥!