I just read your last conversation with your mom.... i must say i totally understand your feelings and your duel with her over and over about the way you should live YOUR life.I've been there and let me tell you that the sensation it's impossible to put words to describe it. No one it's ever good enough, no one deserve us, no one trully loves us, no one it's worthy and because of this we might end up with no one. I'm sure you've already lived the hate process and find out that you can't hate her, and i'm sure you're trying to pleased her, because she deserves it. But i have to agree with Nadeshko all the way and say that you need to stop making this a battle and put your trully self out there, i'm sure who ever loves you enough will final accept that it's your happiness that matters.
The honest truth is that at the end of the day she's the only one that will ride with you and would be willing to die for you, even though you don't think she would.
I'm looking foward to read more about your adventures of pursue of happiness and i'm sure one day she'll give in but she won't unless you make a clear stand of what you want.xoxo,
Salomée
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