Number 5 for EVE

When we met yesterday i asked her if this was the last letter, she hesitant  answered:

-No, but it's the last one i would like to be published.

"Why?" i asked her.

Silence. 

"Is there something you're not telling me?" i insisted

-There's a lot i'm not telling, i just want to keep the rest for my heart only. I don't want to share what once was entirely mine. I think it's good that you want to tell my story to your readers but there's more to this that i don't wish to let out.-She finished sounding troubled.

"I won't ask you to, but won't you feel better when you get it out of your system?" i asked her wishing she would change her mind.

-Sal, It will never be.

Our conversation ended. She crossed her legs and turn her face to the ocean, we were no longer going to discuss this ever again. 

Here is the last letter that would be published and i hope that if Eve's true love it's out there and by some cosmic coincidence reads this, please know that you will never be able to love this way again, please know that you will never feel for anyone what you had with Eve. Please know that it's also a two way street.

Salomée ♥!

Your Roots

“Damn. I made the same mistake again. It seems I’ll never learn. I’m grateful to The All Mighty because of me being a slow learner. I just let someone do it again in me; I just can’t understand why I allowed her to do it. As someone who knew that she could get back what she planted, there you came, with seeds of your wishes, for you, for me, for us. Why did I let you bury them in the dry lands of my heart? Who knows (He does). I’m so native, I thought, still not seeing you plant with care, how’s she going to try these desert, with many other fields waiting just for you to step in them, and then gratefully die? I thought, this is all I’m destined to be, sand, scorpions, sadness, hate. Am I? But she’s planting! And she watered her seeds with her own waters, her own kisses. And there it began, something greater than the Tower of Babel growing from the middle of these bitter grounds. It has been beautiful, strong, well thought, shiny. Your love in me started to grow straight up, taking over, taking his place with roots, burying them deep down in and out of my resurrected blood pump My veins took it to the rest, and in all my places, yes all, you’ve been felt, and you have raised, you have built, you’ve given comfort, you’ve given heat, and it’s not stopping. No sir, your tree in here it’s growing to the heavens greater each day, towards my moon, towards your stars, towards our God. How won’t the world notice this all, if the branches of this loving are bursting out of my skin?! I’m sorry for them, ‘cause they won’t get a leave from me. And I thank you, for knowing how to make paradise out of a desert, putting the food of your care deep down where no one had ever been”.

RED

I was living  a "Black n' White" Fairy tale and i thought that it was all i was going to get out of life. It turned out that i was running from the colors, specially from red. I have discovered that it isn't about pain and suffering but for love, deep passion, profound feeling and vibrant energy for breathing. Red is the color. Red has been my salvation. Red  has awaked my heart. Red is everywhere. Red was what was missing and i can only thank God for it.

"Black n' White" wasn't meant for me, too limited, too square, too little, too unnecessary, too ordinary, too unmoving, too insignificant. The list is endless and the bottom line is that i am above "Black n' white".

Now, i'm  RED, full of daring, full of  snatch, full of burning heat, full of music and dance, full of joy, full of  savaging tranquility and peace, full  of sun under the rain, fulfilled  with a torrent of life. Red was the plan for me all along and i'm not running from it anymore. I'm Embracing.

Salomée ♥!

For Eve : Fourth letter

Perfect diet

“I write here because I feel it. I let you know because I want you to. Words can be powerful, but no more than your kisses, the sweet nectar given by your lips that has become my life support now. and your words, which still remain the sweet music in my almost useless ears. I had never given them such good use since I heard the message of Salvation. “I love you”. I dreamed of a day when someone would feel it from the pits of her heart; and whisper it to me and only me, in such a way, that I would feel why she was moved to let those words fly from her mouth and land in the same spot from where they came, just that in my body now. Letting me feel the vibrations of each one of her vocal chords in the last corner of my now happy as never before body. If you knew my dear, the great warm love you physically represent that I don’t get to believe it’s mine.

Every night I go to bed, and dream of you, and enjoy the view, then I wake up, and ask myself: “Was this real”. God is too good, you are too good. I love you because of what you have done inside of this black n’ White life: you have filled it with the great colors of happiness, dreams, tenderness, sweets, kisses and unspeakable love, only found and understood in the only lips I can’t live without. Thanks for being my drug, my love”

Live. Laugh.Love.Be Happy

The new year arrived to light us up with new opportunities to dare, to try harder, to walk the necessary mile, to get it right this time. Take this new beginning  and invest your hours in good laughter and give lots of  hugs to your friends,charge the surrounding atmosphere with the Divine Love given by our Father. Don't live a second of this new year without being happy, without doing what makes you most passionate. Dare to take a deep breath and thank for all the blessings you've received and the ones to come in the future. Living in simplicity doesn't mean to be sad and bitter, it means that the simple things people take for granted are appreciated by the courageous. Be Brave. Dare.

It doesn't matter if you think it's too late , it's never late to change and make it right this time. Empower yourself  with God's promises and walk tall knowing He's in control and will fulfill His purpose in you. I know it can be hard , letting go and letting Him do his work but trust in Him he will do what it takes to make you the way you were destined to be.

Live, life it's short. Try with all your strength to make the difference because you're different. Life it's  beautiful even though you had it hard or misfortune knocked your door but it's worth it,it's totally worth it. Push to live the life God intended for you to have.

Laugh, Your smile it's the light this world needs to keep going, to be better to be complete, to make all have sense. Your body will be nourished by this simple action and will renew strength in you to keep going. Laugh as often as  you can.

LOVE, deeply.With all in you, with every part of you, don't be afraid to love. That would be the highlight of your life and knowing love without limitations or reservedness will complete your heart with the piece that was missing. And if you LOVE , finding love and receiving it back without owning it or possessing it your life would've found it's purpose. Love is the Goal and the reason for all. Don't rest until you find it.

Be happy,With little or much of what you have at the moment. Set the tone each morning that no matter what comes you will be happy and feel joy because God has granted the most precious opportunity: LIFE. Make it your continuous lifetime goal and don't rest until you sleep at piece feeling happy for what you have and God will grant what's missing.

I declare that everyday of this year i will do my very best to LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE and BE HAPPY.

Care to join?

Salomée ♥!

To the one and only,Eve

I have the audacity that after all the new moons and all the sunlights seen,to publish a series of letters dedicated to my good friend Eve. I've watched her grow through the years and finally she confided me her most precious secret, she shared these little pieces of her heart and now i'm sharing it with you. Because such love story should be read over and over to give us hope, because such perfected love exist and some humans have the blessing of living it. Here is the third letter , stay tuned for the others.

Salomee.

Nice to meet you my old love

"I’m still in the last shock the series of events called life has given me. It’s too good to be true. Or is it? How long is it gonna take for me to believe it? Not much, I do now. I believe. I believe I’ve found what I had been missing in a while, all of my life. Somebody not afraid of saying what she felt, what she had had growing inside. That, and the fact that it grew in both of us at the same time. But how to get close to her without hurting her? That’s one. What to say now? That’s two. Do I look good enough for her? That’s three (and I think I never will). Surprise, surprise, she didn’t care, she had seen you before, just a little before than you, and now you’re hooked by the heart. And hey, who said it was bad? I think I am. O I deserve her? Such open love, such free poetry, such enchanting eyes, such comfort in her presence and in her hands, and such a nice butt?! I deserve a slap in the face, but if she gives it to me, I won’t wash that side of my face never again. God has seen me pray and plead, God has seen me prepare myself for giving myself whole to someone willing to do the same. I thought  I’d never found her. Now it’s too good to be true, and I thank God I can believe in Him, and in Her.”