The fire is touching my skin and caressing it to prepare
for rebirth and the wind that once was quiet, is giving the great news. My
death stopped, my denial had shipped away, my pain went down the river and only
the certainty of achievement is occupying my strength, my endured will and my
entire body.
The architect of my future isn´t my past, the shadows
that once blocked my vision are no longer a problem; the love I gave to the
undeserving is refocused to life and it´s magical moments. Moments that I intent
to live, cherish and smile about.
It´s time for me, myself and I get a vacation to
wonderland and made this fairy tale world more of a reality. There´s no time
for bitterness, no time for wondering, no time for sadness, no time for the
unworthy, no time for past mistakes there´s only time for Love in all its dimensions and nothing more or
nothing less because it´s absolutely truth what they say ¨Life is indeed too
short to live it with regret¨. Everything that happened in my life was for a
reason, the decisions I took upon myself made me who I am.
The fire have made me searched for the truth behind
the lies, the faded promises, the story
telling speaking of soul mates or rooted love that once was and it vanished
because someone stole it from me when the truth is it never wasmine to begin with.
The fire had me walking forward instead of backwards
and the footsteps following me vanished as I walked into the present so I
wouldn’t look back and try to return. Time has come for me to finally
accept that the feeling of being three Miles
above the sky is long gone, that I was lucky to have it, that once I thought
it was meant for eternity but now I understand that It was Eternal while it lasted. Time has come for me to smile
back and turn my face to what´s left. A long road, probably an lonely walk
through that road but with my head up satisfied with the feeling of knowing.
Knowing that I lived on earth and experimented that ¨ 3 miles above the sky¨
Love, that at the time I deserved and I reciprocated but it´s time now to be a witness
and tell others that it does exist and we should all fight to have it at least
once. The fire has taught me all of that!
The fire has taken time to care for me and stop to
clean my wounds so I won´t keep on bleeding. He has being merciful with me and
has put me down to rest. The fire has showed me that I will no longer need to
dwell on something that has vanished from earth and that soon my memories will
turn to ashes, all will be finally forgotten.
How can you reunite Souls if they have decided to part
away?
The fire has given the final answer: Never.
This is why we need to cherish each moment near and
ask mercifully not to be blind when true Love comes knocking our door because I
had my eyes open but disbelieved that he came to me so early in life then I stayed
blind folded and when I wanted to take it all back it was already out of my
hands because I let it slipped away. Every time the fire had told me this story
and it hits so hard that breathing is almost impossible, every time he tells me
that Second chances don ´t exist for this and once lost recovering is
impossible.
Burning is the only way to rebirth, burning is the
only way to erasing, burning is the only way to salvation from despair. Now,
the fire is my only friend. My only color, my only memory, my only way.
Let it Burn away tonight!
Salomée
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