I was wondering if I forgot to tell you that I'’m on a trip, If I didn't tell you then now you know why I haven’t being around very often.
This is colder than I thought. I wasn't ready for winter yet I love it here because at least my heart is warm. At least I’m not lacking love or embrace. I thought that I was going to miss what left me yet I’m deliriously happy you did. Is it possible this is happening to me? Is it possible that I’m growing? That eternal love is what I breath everyday and everything else it’s just plain simple and not worth my time? The answer is YES.
I wouldn't trade it for the world or for a second with you, at least not anymore like I used to think . Now, I should ask how does it feels.?Not having someone Loving you the way I did ,sending love signs to your heart, you deciding to ignore it every day and choosing to be happy with what doesn't belong. That answer is pretty simple too: it doesn't matter, the only thing that matters is that I decided not to put my life on hold anymore for NO ONE, that's why I’m enjoying this trip to the fullest while I wait for something that I know will be coming soon: Absolute Love, the climax of my life.
This is colder than I thought. I wasn't ready for winter yet I love it here because at least my heart is warm. At least I’m not lacking love or embrace. I thought that I was going to miss what left me yet I’m deliriously happy you did. Is it possible this is happening to me? Is it possible that I’m growing? That eternal love is what I breath everyday and everything else it’s just plain simple and not worth my time? The answer is YES.
I wouldn't trade it for the world or for a second with you, at least not anymore like I used to think . Now, I should ask how does it feels.?Not having someone Loving you the way I did ,sending love signs to your heart, you deciding to ignore it every day and choosing to be happy with what doesn't belong. That answer is pretty simple too: it doesn't matter, the only thing that matters is that I decided not to put my life on hold anymore for NO ONE, that's why I’m enjoying this trip to the fullest while I wait for something that I know will be coming soon: Absolute Love, the climax of my life.
I’m grateful for the time I had with you, I’m also grateful it passed and I’m living this: a true relationship with Someone greater than me or us, He has open that new door I was hoping I would encounter while I was crying for you. He gave me sense, purpose and a lifetime, is it corny to talk about God these days? Well, all I can say is that this bliss of joy coming to me I know for SURE that no Human is responsible for that “# FACT”.
Not missing it , it’s what got me amazed, I thought that in 20 years when my mind is busy enough with other activities I would’ve been able to, but it took me less than that. Letting go , talking to my heart and saying the words he didn’t want to hear ,was an impossible thing to do but I can finally say :
- “May you rest in peace as I am”
Salomée
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