Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Two

The words are self powered, they have life of their own, words can paralyzed time and then take us to unforgettable journeys into  fiction or even a fictitious future-present-past that never occured. Words can fill a room with doubt or chaos. Words    feed   themselves with the eternal wisdom of a memory and can feed a thought or implant in our mind for decades. Words are hardly forgotten or could pass by as invisibles. Words are the reason our mind plays with our emotions like  a chess game.
Amazing, this guy is amazing!! What a  nerve.
_Wait,  now. I haven’t finished.
Yes , you’re finished.
_I wanted to take all back, but I couldn’t. That was my mistake.
Listen, I don’t care anymore. I’m glad it stopped, I’m glad you didn’t pick me!!
_I made a mistake, please forgive me. I know I don’t deserve it.
Hell yeah! But it doesn’t matter.
_Let me in again.
Oh Stop it already, mind your business and leave me alone.
_You’re not going to change your mind, you’re going to wake up one day regretting it.
But I already did that, I regret knowing you  or had you in my life. We’re done, our story is  a  walking –dead end, It’s all out I  don’t have any  more excuses for me to keep you around my thoughts. ( I wanted to continue, but why  keep going  around in circles . Is useless. )
_It happened, you could never erase that. I was , I am in your heart forever.
You egocentric prick, sadly it happened but you’re wrong. You aren’t eternal anymore. You’re forgotten.
_Why you’re  quiet?  You’re afraid on searching for the truth?
Now, I’m losing my temper. “Try going to you happy place, Sal. Try going to your happy place”
i said: The truth?  The truth is that you loved me, deeply. Hated me. Forgot me.  You changed. Disappeared. Returned. Lied. Disappeared. It’s like the endless illusionist game for you.
Silence. I kept walking.

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